22 weeks

All the bad stuff seemed to calm down. We now know we are having a boy to be named Jaxson Taylor Kennedy, I know know I'm over being pregnant ....not that I was ever into it. I'm huge, but I've only gained 3lbs.

see...........the picture above

Ally is getting used to the idea that it's a boy. 4 more months. Everyone around me is excited, and I'm still blah. I'm wondering am I having ppd just the pre version? does that exist??Don't get me wrong I love this baby, And I'm excited to hold him.

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So this pregnancy has been anything ,but smooth. That being said The last week or so has been uneventfut and I'm loving it(along with cantolope). I started back at the gym even though I've only been released for treadmil, and 10 pounds. No real weight gain,but my clothes no longer fit, and My face is rounder.
I go on July 7th to see the gender, I dont care what it is, But I will be glad to stop calling It It. Daniel wants a boy, but he says he'll be happy with what ever (like he has a choice at this point.)

At one point I could have swore my life was out of control, but the last few weeks I'm been gaining control slowly how you ask? By couponing and stocking up on baby items , early I know But I do know i'll need 1 million packs of diapers and the normal baby gear So i've been buying as I get coupons for them hopefully it's not a sensitive butt because I sear i've been buying what ever I have a coupon for.

My lil supermodel Has been my rock lil helping when she can. Yesterday she swept the kitchen floor granted she made a bigger mess but it was so super sweet.

better

Today I feel better, went to my grandma's and sit on her couch for a change of pace. Being at my grandma's I ate 3 meals today, Ally got to play outside, and I got a lil peace. Daniel comes home in 3 days, the whole week is packed with wedding things:(.

Speaking of weddings I've spent so much for my lil Angel to be in this wedding,and the sad part is I'm unsure if the marriage will work out. I mean come on I just sent a $45 check for her to be done. I'm not sure if she has $45 worth of hair.

One week til my doctor appointment to hopefully get off bed rest then probab;y new obgyn shopping

dont know what to title this ....random bitching

Ok I know I haven't been on bedrest for long ,but I would starve to death if I didn't get up and fend for myself. My mom bless her heart comes over for 5 mins in the morning and dresses Ally then leaves. Me and Ally chill for about 4 hours, and then I'll get a phone call are you hurting, um no ok . then it's me and Ally again. My Grandma will walk over every other day, and bring something random like a donut for Ally. My dad comes over around 6pm when he gets off work hangs out for a few minutes then goes and gets us food. Good thing for poptarts and dry cereal(since i'm out of milk)

I was Kicking and Screaming now I'm just laid up

So about a month or so ago I found out I was pregnant, I was shocked, stunned, and a Lil pissed.
The first 2 weeks go by with me complaining about my over protective overly excited husband. The next 2 weeks go by with me puking, napping and growing a Lil excited for my first ultrasound.
The day of the ultrasound I got me and ally dressed(Daniel is able to dressed his self). Laid on the table inserted the dildo ultrasound machine in my whohoo, seen my Cletus the fetus moving all around, It suddenly felt real I wanted to start shopping and telling the world.
One week go by and I go to my doctor's appointment, I had no complaints, except that I thought I was getting an yeast infection.They asked if I had any spotting, nope. Any cramping, a Lil but that's to be expected since my stuff is moving all around. Now my doctor was out of town all week so she did my exam, umm no yeast infection. She tells me she wants to look at my ultrasound since she hasn't seen it yet. When she came back in I was on bed rest Moderate Sub-Chorionic Bleed is what I was told. Told me to come back in 2 weeks and do another ultrasound and we'll go from there.
That was Monday I went home laid on the couch, cried off and on then I googled ,never do that all that will do is convince you that you have no hope and are dying lol. Tuesday I had to go to the DMV, had a Lil lunch then went home and laid on the couch. Wednesday I rode the electric wheelchair to get easy food, went home and laid on the couch. Wednesday night Daniel left for work. Today has been a long day me and my four year old home alone all day and me on the couch.
Trying to stay positive, but now those not a problem cramps worry me. I worry about my daughter, how will this affect her.

life turned up side down

I found out I was pregnant. Now I have bad female problems, and was on birth control. I think I'm going to start blogging about my story about being drug in to infant hood again kicking and screaming

all things come

All things come to a head when your already upset. Me and Daniel have been fighting without saying a word it's strange. Our trip to Texas is off, and as much as I was looking forward to quiet reading time, I was not looking forward to the car ride with a van full of my husband and his "friends".
My MIL was suppose to watch Ally for the 2 days we were going to be gone, but she's sick bless her heart. It's amazing how everytime we call, need her, or just show up to visit she's sick. I think she needs to go to the doctor, or drop us a line saying get the hell away from me. Now I don't want to ASSu ME she is lying but I bet we could call the next day and she'll be healed it's a miracle.
My blessed husband lost his wallet in the Gulf of Mexico Thursday. What has he done to replace anything NOTHING am I suppose to take care of it. I guess so.
My cellphone is upside down it has been upside down for a few months it's very confusing, I think I may take it in today, I may not.
I have been cooking more this last week and I think I am going to join Mandy In the I LOVE MY NEW RICE COOKER club.

double damn

well we got the news daniel still has a job but with a huge paycut FUCK ME WITH A MONKEY STICK

miss me??

So I haven't written in awhile.
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The biggest loser thing is getting to me big time 14oz is my total weight lose, I've been watching what I eat, gyming it up 4 days a week, and walking my ass off. I'm thinking I'm gaining muscle which would be great if we thought to measure ourselves. This week I lost nothing, which is good considering I have my Lil reminder I'm not pregnant visiting me, and I've been eating big time.This being said the other colors and myself decided that this was going to be a practice run lol, But I'm determined to make it to at least a 1lb weight lose lol.
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My knee OMG no idea what I did to it. It swells after about 10 mins hurts like a mother. The last 3 days I've been icing and heating it like crazy.
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My Sweet Angel has been behaving remarkably. Should I mention She now gets $4.00's a week? With a list of "chores",And if she doesn't follow the list she doesn't get all the money.
$1-listening(she's 4 so the listening is going better)
$1-keeping room clean(I still clean clean it once a week)
$1-going to sleep in own bed(we were co-sleepers til her 4th birthday)
$1-folding wash rags(she is awesome at folding washrags I want to move her up to socks but she laughs at me)
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My husband still has a job for now. With his company laying off its nerve wrecking and the bad thing is we don't know what will happen. I'm thinking/hoping this slack with the oil companies is a temporary thing but who knows.
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As of right now I really don't have anything to complain of, report, laugh about, or get off my chest so maybe thats why I'm not posting.
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my grandma read a sticker today
the sticker really says
"Can vegetarians eat animal crackers?"
my grandma read outloud
"Can vegetarians eat animal crackasses"

ton off Tuesday posted on a Wednesday

color-- weight--sex

Pink- 181.8-----f
gray-139.8-----f
silver-139.8----f
yellow-175.2---f
red-163.6------f
purple-271.2---f
brown-209-----m
black-239.......m
orange-178.6.....f
blue-144.8....f

Honest Scrap

Here are the rules...The rules for the Honest Scrap award - The honorees are to:
A) first list 10 honest things about yourself - and make it interesting, even if you have to dig deep!

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B) pass the award on to 7 bloggers that you feel embody the spirit of the Honest Scrap.

1) I hate feet, I mean hate feet. Adult, Babies ,Kids, and even animal feet it doesn't matter I hate them. I tip my pedi guy really well because I feel really Bad for him. At one time I wouldn't even touch a doll's feet.

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2) I type the way I think one really long run-on sentence, often jumping from one thought to the next so fast that I confuse people.I write really well if not messy, but I type like I never got pass the 3rd grade.

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3)I dislike people, and cope better on line because I can think about what I want to say more carefully. People doesn't seem as funky while looking at a computer screen. I not anti social or anything I just hang out with others who dislike people as much as I do.

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4)I'm a very simple person. It doesn't take alot to make me happy, and I don't need a whole lot of stuff. Not a name brand must have the latest kind of person.

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5)I watch a soap opera Days of Our Lives. I've watched for as long as I can remember. I've even gotten Daniel to watch it when he is home. I don't tell many people , because I don't want to be a stereotype stay at home mom sitting on the couch watching soap operas eatting bon-bons(even though I dislike bon-bons)

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6)I had bad speech problems as a child ,and to this day I have to use the skills I learn at times to properly pronounce words. It's hard when i'm sick ,or stressed to speak certain words.

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7)I can not sleep naked. I have this fear that my home will catch on fire at night ,and I have to run out naked. I've tried keeping clothes by my bed, but Nope.

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8)I'm a bitch......No reason to deny it, no reason to hide it. People are sometimes shocked how honest I can be, But if you think what I say can be harsh you should hear what I say in my head. I'm probably going to hell also(at least thats what my mom says) , but I though honesty will set you free

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9)I also know alot of pregnant people and I can happily report I'm not one of them. Onto pregnant people guess what your not the first will not be the last and my goodness your not special get over yourself. See that was in my head.

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10)I don't think my child is special. Yes she is special to me, and I love her. But as a whole to the world I don't think she is special. She's bright ,but not a genius. She's funny, but not the funniest . She's beautiful, but she darn it I'm not one of those mothers. If your one of those mothers Please keep it to yourself. Your child probably will not grow up to cure AIDS. Will probably not fix world hungry. Think about it people next time you start bragging. wow that was mean and Probably not be read how it was in my head but there you go

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Now since I don't know seven bloggers If you read this do it

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Here's the Alphabet Super Game. You have to list Ten Favorite Things that start with certain letter-assigned to you by the blogger!

1) Happy- I just now found the feeling of being happy even when everyone sucks it's great.

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2)Honey- Not the sticky stuff but my husband even though at times he's a dick but hey who isn't

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3)Handwritten letters- Now don't get me wrong I love e-mail I've gotten to know some great people(mandy), But there is nothing like a handwritten letter

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4)House- Omg I love that sexy asshole

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5)Hamburgers- You know the kind where you can barely get your hands around it

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6)Honesty- Nuff said

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7)Hugs- But only from people I know

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8)hershey- That company rocks

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9) handkerchiefs- Such an old fashion thing that should have nevergone out of style maybe i'll bring the handkerchiefs back

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10)home-

Dumbing down

For a few days I've been thinking about this. I think it was Mandy(still don't have a clue how to make a clicky) who commented that someone said American idol was dumbing down of America, I laughed, but it stuck with me.
A couple days ago I borrowed my 20yr old cousin's Ipod. Now I'm not a music fan, I mean I like a beat to work out to, I sometimes like background noise, But I do Not have a favorite song, Type of music, or artist. So I was clueless as to what to expect. What I did not expect was bad english. Then a my 5 yr old godson was singing" lolipop" (I think that was the name of it) For those who don't know this is a song is about a women licking her boyfriend/bootycall/babydaddy private parts like a lolipop.
I wondering If music can really dumb down America, but think about with with songs filled with bad english is it a wonder that Ebonics it the spoken language of the young folk. With songs full of violence, can you be suprised with the fighting? With songs detailing sexual activity is it a wonder that there is so many teen babymommas and babydaddies running around have booty calls with the ho for down the screet?Fo Realz .
Now dont get me wrong Music labels and artist are not the debil(devil you know from the waterboy)Movies aren't much better.
Until I figure out what is what I will be grateful my daughter is singing Twinkle twinkle lil star, My Girl, And your so beautiful. Maybe I'm old, and I should go back to making my blanket. I don't even know the reason for this post, So I'll stop typing after I say Fo shizzle My Dizzle

a change

I've been thinking lately on how obama Wants a change for the country. Sure there is some fucked up things happening, but swhat does he expect to do??
Instead of "changing" the country I think we need to go back to step ,one country in debt buy from this country. Think this country doesnt take care of the ederly, Buy a sack of food for grandma. Think gangs are taking over, raise your kids better.
I'm not talking about going back to the 50's , well because I like the freedoms women now have lol .But damn stop talking about what the country needs to do, and look in your back yard.
Anyone remembers Ask not what your country can do for you, but what you can do for your country? You think this country fucked up move, and keep moving because I swear you will come up with a country thats fucked.
I'm proud to be in America, because I can walk down the street without having to cover my face, I can get clean drinking water, and enough food to feed me and my family. Sure other country's have that, but alot of contries doesn't. Please think about that next time you , or someone you know start on blah blah blah America sucks blah blah blah because in some countries you would be shot on spot for even talking about your countries.
For the people, by the people

well whatever

Ok i just want to say if you go to any resturant where they seat you ..............wife beaters are a nono you're not hot ,and buff- you're kinda fat and ugly cover up.
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I don't know how I feel anout the new judge on American Idol,you don't just throw someone new into the mix with out warming us up first.
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New Books You should read....
If you watch HBO"S True Blood Check out the books that started it
Charlaine Harris's The Sookie Stackhouse Novels
Dead Until Dark
Living Dead In Dallas
Club Dead
Dead to the World
Dead as a Doornail
Definitely Dead
All Together Dead
From Dead to Worse
And new one to be released Mayish lol
With this seris Order is not a must. The only down fall is the cheesy cover art

ton-off week 2

silver-138.4,31.3 % .............-1.02%
grey- 140.2,28%...................-1.00%
black-241.2,30.2...................-1.01%
yellow-178.2,46.8%...............+1%
purple-269.2,49.9%...............-1.01%
brown-209,29.9.......................+1.0%
pink-182.2,38.8%....................+1.0%
red-162.6,36.4%......................-1.02%

this week biggest losers are silver and red

ton-off tuesday

My little circle is doing our own version of Biggest loser. For those in the unknown it's 8 weekish of dieting and excerising with a weigh in every week. I invite all to join in.

What you need
1) one outfit you can wear every week for the weigh in
2) A scale
3) a way to figure out body fat(walmart sells a scale that does it for you)
4)a will to excerise

week 1 The Beginning
Name Weight Body Fat Sex
Me/grey -140.8 ,30.8%, F
silver -141.4 ,32.3%, F
black -244.8, 32.5%, M
yellow- 177.8, 44% ,F
orange- 180.6, 50%,F
purple-273,51.8%,F
brown-207.8,30.4%,M
blue-145.2,37%,f
pink-182.38.5%,f
red-165.6,37.1%,f
green-181.8,22%,m

Good Luck All

A blog from my mom

Got ripped off by Cruves
Just wanted to tell everyone that Cruves in Hammond , Louisiana used a loop hole in their contracts to take money out of my checking account after my year contract had expired . when my membership was up I started going to another gym because I did not get the results I was looking for after going to Cruves for a year, So ladys beware. Please Take it from me don't let Cruves have access to your checking account, it cost me $222.00 before I caught on to what they were doing. And now I fine myself asking this question, just how many times have they done this and how many people have they done this too. Think about this the next time you are about to sign a contract.

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I dont know if it's this head cold or am I just a Bitch. Well ok i'm a bitch but damn people.
If you going to offer my home as the party house and then you decide to bring a ginger bread house, put it on the table and tell the kids to dive in pull out the fucking vaccum clean.

If your kids are going to destory Ally's room clean the fucking shit up

If I buy paper plates and your husband decides to eat off real dishes wash the fucking dishes

TGCIS Thank God Christmas is Over

Its been awhile since I've blogged a lot and nothing seemed to happen at the same time.

I went and picked up my Starla, who doesn't seem any closer to wanting to move here. We had a nice week visiting ,stocking her up on underwear, and new school supplies.

Ally starting feeling bad about 2 days before Christmas. Christmas Eve she started running a fever. By Christmas day it was up to 104 so off the urgent care we went. Not only did Santa bring her a bunch of toys she didn't need, he decided to bring her a double ear infection , bastard.
I'm happy to report she is now feeling better and in about 5 days she will go to her doctor to recheck her ears.

Daniel missed Christmas and although it was hard, and sad We are so grateful he has a job. He came home New Years day and we had Christmas all over again. Since Ally is feeling much better she had more fun this go around.

I did get my earrings and a bonus of the matching necklace(which I was going to ask for Valentines Day) they match my ring Daniel bought me for my birthday.

whole lot of drama and good things happened over the 2 week period but.............maybe another day