Today I feel better, went to my grandma's and sit on her couch for a change of pace. Being at my grandma's I ate 3 meals today, Ally got to play outside, and I got a lil peace. Daniel comes home in 3 days, the whole week is packed with wedding things:(.
Speaking of weddings I've spent so much for my lil Angel to be in this wedding,and the sad part is I'm unsure if the marriage will work out. I mean come on I just sent a $45 check for her to be done. I'm not sure if she has $45 worth of hair.
One week til my doctor appointment to hopefully get off bed rest then probab;y new obgyn shopping
Monday, May 11, 2009
Saturday, May 9, 2009
dont know what to title this ....random bitching
Ok I know I haven't been on bedrest for long ,but I would starve to death if I didn't get up and fend for myself. My mom bless her heart comes over for 5 mins in the morning and dresses Ally then leaves. Me and Ally chill for about 4 hours, and then I'll get a phone call are you hurting, um no ok . then it's me and Ally again. My Grandma will walk over every other day, and bring something random like a donut for Ally. My dad comes over around 6pm when he gets off work hangs out for a few minutes then goes and gets us food. Good thing for poptarts and dry cereal(since i'm out of milk)
Thursday, May 7, 2009
I was Kicking and Screaming now I'm just laid up
So about a month or so ago I found out I was pregnant, I was shocked, stunned, and a Lil pissed.
The first 2 weeks go by with me complaining about my over protective overly excited husband. The next 2 weeks go by with me puking, napping and growing a Lil excited for my first ultrasound.
The day of the ultrasound I got me and ally dressed(Daniel is able to dressed his self). Laid on the table inserted the dildo ultrasound machine in my whohoo, seen my Cletus the fetus moving all around, It suddenly felt real I wanted to start shopping and telling the world.
One week go by and I go to my doctor's appointment, I had no complaints, except that I thought I was getting an yeast infection.They asked if I had any spotting, nope. Any cramping, a Lil but that's to be expected since my stuff is moving all around. Now my doctor was out of town all week so she did my exam, umm no yeast infection. She tells me she wants to look at my ultrasound since she hasn't seen it yet. When she came back in I was on bed rest Moderate Sub-Chorionic Bleed is what I was told. Told me to come back in 2 weeks and do another ultrasound and we'll go from there.
That was Monday I went home laid on the couch, cried off and on then I googled ,never do that all that will do is convince you that you have no hope and are dying lol. Tuesday I had to go to the DMV, had a Lil lunch then went home and laid on the couch. Wednesday I rode the electric wheelchair to get easy food, went home and laid on the couch. Wednesday night Daniel left for work. Today has been a long day me and my four year old home alone all day and me on the couch.
Trying to stay positive, but now those not a problem cramps worry me. I worry about my daughter, how will this affect her.
The first 2 weeks go by with me complaining about my over protective overly excited husband. The next 2 weeks go by with me puking, napping and growing a Lil excited for my first ultrasound.
The day of the ultrasound I got me and ally dressed(Daniel is able to dressed his self). Laid on the table inserted the dildo ultrasound machine in my whohoo, seen my Cletus the fetus moving all around, It suddenly felt real I wanted to start shopping and telling the world.
One week go by and I go to my doctor's appointment, I had no complaints, except that I thought I was getting an yeast infection.They asked if I had any spotting, nope. Any cramping, a Lil but that's to be expected since my stuff is moving all around. Now my doctor was out of town all week so she did my exam, umm no yeast infection. She tells me she wants to look at my ultrasound since she hasn't seen it yet. When she came back in I was on bed rest Moderate Sub-Chorionic Bleed is what I was told. Told me to come back in 2 weeks and do another ultrasound and we'll go from there.
That was Monday I went home laid on the couch, cried off and on then I googled ,never do that all that will do is convince you that you have no hope and are dying lol. Tuesday I had to go to the DMV, had a Lil lunch then went home and laid on the couch. Wednesday I rode the electric wheelchair to get easy food, went home and laid on the couch. Wednesday night Daniel left for work. Today has been a long day me and my four year old home alone all day and me on the couch.
Trying to stay positive, but now those not a problem cramps worry me. I worry about my daughter, how will this affect her.
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